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Delusion

by Blackening

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1.
Intro 01:57
2.
Minotaur 03:55
Running in circles There is no way out I don’t know how long The pain is real Grueling, inside and outside A punishment I deserve He’s getting closer I can feel his breath If he gets me first That will be my death Minotaur, beast of the underworld Hunting the lost souls of Athens Killing the lost souls We were fourteen, now I’m alone I hear them screaming, horrible Will I find you, will you reach me first? My sword is waiting for your head to burst He’s getting closer I can feel his breath If he gets me first That will be my death Minotaur, beast of the underworld Minotaur, hunting the lost souls Killing the lost souls Minotaur, beast of the underworld Hunting the lost souls of Athens Killing the lost souls
3.
Traumatized 05:04
Always you have been misunderstood by others Your mother left you alone And no one stands by your side to give you solace When you are crying You don't want no one to see that you are fragile to the core Traumatized, uphold the face that is not scarred too much and hide the other Which cracked long ago Your blood runs cold A sudden shiver As your mind clears up you realize You will never be loved again Frightened, you cannot open yourself to others They want to hurt you Absurd, it is a phantasmal world you live in Traumatic impact Traumata can't justify the way you are now Don't give me that shit Paranoid, the look you give me shows great distrust I'm here to help you out of this pitiful state Your blood runs cold So listen to me You will never be loved again You should be afraid of never being loved again Continue like this and you'll never be loved again Never be loved Keep on tumbling in circles Disorientedly, desperately In search for a place to feel secure No, never again You won't find a place to feel complete security You break out of your circle And all the beautiful forms uncover You don't want to die no more You wander towards the edge of your life Now take a good look What a sight! But you trip over a stone that gets you at last to the fall Which brings your life to end As your mind clears up you realize You will never be loved again As the ground comes near your wish becomes clear Everything you wanted was to be loved again
4.
Awakening 05:50
Why did you harden your heart again and again? We died off one by one, the apathy goes beyond belief Foremost your sons and daughters, they had to die For you to realize you're not that different from us A self-proclaimed god is lying in chains, chains of guiltiness As he's exhibited to the master he begins to faint Delirious slumber, a light flickering in the dark Defenseless all along, determinated from the start Sudatory nightmare, a voice whispering from afar Illusion disengaged, carve out the eyes, see through the scar Witness the awakening of your so-called god Who's now surrounded by silhouettes of despair, extensions of his mind I hardened his heart for you to see the impotence of humanity
5.
Eyelids cut Two mouths shut Forehead hole He is sacred and divine Lacrimals hung with gold Yet a stare so cold His violence unfolds The gaze of the Three Eyed God Tears me asunder Rips me apart Second sight Recondite Inner light Cryptic what he has foreseen I ignite a flame so bright To see what lies in front of me I won't die without a fight The grip of the Three Eyed God Tears me asunder Rips me apart So I press a knife to my forehead and cut deep And take my eyelids off me so that I can see that I am the Three Eyed God
6.
Your mother's crying, children dying Fathers killed in the streets That's just what we see all day That’s not meant for me I don’t want to run away And leave my friends in this hell But I have to save my family And get away to be well alone I don’t know how far and how long Until we’ll be gone Pain in legs and head in despair Go on! Now they’re crying and they’re dying There is nothing to eat An enemy that can't be defended The nights are too cold to sleep What are my friends doing? Are they alive? Was it right to escape? Is there a chance for us? Will we survive? Questions that are killing me I know it's killing me inside to know they are dying I don’t know how far and how long Until we’ll be gone Pain in legs and head in despair Go on! Was it right to escape? Is there really a chance for us? Will we be safe? No Will we survive? Will we be free? I don't know But we have to run I don’t know how far and how long Until we are gone Pain in legs and head in despair Go on!
7.
Burn 05:01
I see a human shell, malfunctioning in its state What then lay within now seems to be gone Did you kill it or did it die itself for the sake of making it end? The loss of what made you human cannot be denied All the principles that formed and shaped your character, eradicated to the last I repressed a memory stuck in my head but now it's coming back again The walls were closing in When you screamed at me That you hate your life, you hate this place You don't want to live no more A memory so unreal A question that martyrs my brain Did your soul die that day Or does it still live on? I hear your voice when I close my eyes Apathetically you're staring out the window, you let your mind go Unintentionally they've put you into distress, melancholy and despair Incapable of taking it anymore your soul left or died What's left? The only thing that I see is a vessel with no operator Relentlessly the walls are closing in again, I'm about to be crushed Anxiously I try to cover up my eyes but I still hear you scream
8.
Endless Fall 05:50
I'm falling down This fall is going to change it all My world turned upside down, my sight is dulled Let me, please, fall from dignity So that I will not be the one to blame No one told me what life was worth Couldn't believe it when I got hurt That didn't hit me I tried to pretend I should have known it kills me in the end Can't you see I'm bleeding inside I sew my wounds myself but pain remains Try to stuff down the pain it always worked Apparently not 'cause it still hurts And I can't stop falling down Trying to rise again That's in vain I resign now for I loose every last bit of integrity Every last bit Searching for the cure in everything I found Some of these things brought me to the ground Other things brought me up again Never look back, living in sin I will never look back Never be myself again And I can't stop falling down Trying to rise again That's in vain I float through the fog Quiet, my soul And I can't stop falling down Trying to rise again That's in vain
9.
Drought 00:51
10.
Harvester 09:43
This is the first rain in years We turned to the lord and we may have been heard These lands lay barren for years, hopeless Our prayers were silent For the throats have been dry for a while An anhydrous despair, pure bliss And the rain keeps falling down Into the vale we call our home The vale of tears, the sink of plight The place where he hath set a glance of hope The endless precipitation Has turned this land into a riverine tomb Born to endure such a life of anguish Our laments are silent For the lungs are now filled to the edge An abysmal ordeal we go through And the rain keeps falling down Into the vale we call our home The vale of tears, the sink of plight The place where he hath set a glance of hope To torment us he sheds bitter tears of joy A roll of thunder, a laughter so sublime For though we are his children he scatters the seeds of throes To harvest broken souls which shall serve him in eternity To torture us he weeps bitter tears of joy A roll of thunder, a laughter so divine For though we are his children he scatters the seeds of throes To harvest broken souls which shall serve him in eternity Why do you hide behind a veil of tears? Are you ashamed of what you have created? This jest got out of hand Please make it end Why do you hide behind a veil of tears? Are you ashamed of what you have created? A counterpart of hell A circus of distress This jest got out of hand Please make it end Open the gates of heaven for us We suffered for way too long Rip the clouds asunder So that thy kingdom may come So the scar behind unveils We shall serve him in eternity

credits

released December 20, 2020

Performed by
Marco Heyberg - Vocals
Michael Plümper - Guitar 1
Raphael Kalinowski - Bass & Guitar 2
Johannes Meyer zum Wischen - Drums & additional guitars

Guest Appearance
Malte Schwiddessen - "Endless Fall", first guitar solo

Written and arranged by Johannes Meyer zum Wischen, Michael Plümper, Tim Herbrandt, Malte Schwiddessen & Raphael Kalinowski

All lyrics written by Johannes Meyer zum Wischen except for "Minotaur" (Herbrandt), "Escaping Hell" (Heyberg) & "Endless Fall" (Heyberg & Meyer z.W.)

Produced, recorded, mixed and mastered by Johannes Meyer zum Wischen
Drumrecording Engineer: Thomas Haumann

Artwork by Michael Hutter
Design by Sebastian Müller
Logo by Caroline Tao Niang Liem

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The German Groove Metal band was formed in 2014.
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